Second chances ?

Another interview this week
Hope is finally work out for me >.< Pleaseeeeee =D

I will be prepared like the last time
Please give me a chance for my efforts !!!!

SIA interview !!

I failed horribly BTW. HA !
I was kicked out at the first round
The question was, "briefly introduce yourself and answer this question -- What would you do on a rainy day like this?"
It was raining outside so she just randomly asked this, You will NEVER expect what would be asked.. LOL

So.. REALLY BRIEFLY answer the questions
My name is XX, I came from XX.

I just finished my diploma/degree for majoring is XX
OR
I am currently working at XX

In rainy days like this.... bla bla bla

MAKE NO GRAMMAR MISTAKES !!

They only chose 3 person from my group of 10
Two groups before me they only chose 2 out of 10

GOOD LUCK !

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The day I have been waiting for since I was in high school IS FINALLY COMING !!

Wanted to be an air stewardess for SO long
Parents wanted me to get my diploma first, so I did !
Then they want me to delay lagi, get my degree first, now I have it !!

SPM - √

Diploma - √ 

Advanced Diploma - √ 

Degree - √

People sure think it's a waste I went all the way to UK for a degree, and now I wanna be an air stewardess??
*Are you freaking kidding me?!?!* 
It's my dream ! I don't freaking care !
Whether I like the job or not after I start, it's another issue
But I MUST at least give it a try !

So, SIA I'm finally coming to your interview !!!

Please please please be good to me *pray*

I want this real bad ! >.<
I'm so gonna cry like a baby for whole day if I dont get it this Saturday !

No matter how, I'll do my very best !
If I do fail (choi !) I'm gonna try out again n again !!

Scotland - Glasgow

Last night in Scotland. This is where we will all separate.. I wish the best to everyone, and to keep in touch forever. I will miss you guys so much!

Oh yea, and Gretna Green. A place to see highland cows and a nice place for wedding and elope :)

End of student life :)

Today, at 11am, right after my exam, is the last day of my student life
It'll be my last exam, last assignment !
I AM SO HAPPY !

Last day of my study life

I have no idea whether it should be :) or :(

:) cuz no more exams ! no more trying to resist to fall asleep in lecture classes
:( cuz we'll have to face the real world after this, looking for real jobs. From what I heard, real jobs are the worst? I haven't worked before, I have no idea !

But one thing is for sure, though I always complain about going to classes since primary school
I am still going to miss everything ! and I do mean everything !
Lecturers, tutors, even homework, definitely friends !

What will I be after this uni life? after I got my degree?
My results ain't nice, so what company would want me please?
What jobs should I try?
Should I go to another field or stay doing Mass Comm jobs?

Decisionssss..... 

I don't feel so good !

These two days I have been feeling very .. "shaky" ?
I don't know what's wrong but I just feel that EVERYTHING is wrong !
I can't sleep well form my nap, Keep waking up every 15-20 minutes or so.
I can't sleep well last night, I have woke up SO SO many times in between my 6 hours of sleep !

Is something bad going to happen?
Please, I hope not ! >.<

Cinema Paradiso ?

Ok, so I have this one post about the very emotional movies (Cinema Paradiso) my lecturer had shown us
We had to do assignments on it so we have to watch it
And I sincerely thought that the movie was really nice to watch so I wrote a short post about it
It was about a year ago or so maybe?

Everytime I check my blog stats, I feel so...... weird??
The referring sites / URL is from some film sites or google, so it's fine
But when I look at the searched keywords which brought people here..
The keyword is usually "porn", "boy porn", "little boy porn" and  everything porn
What is wrong with the world now >.<

I guess no one would have ever thought that I'd take my studies and my results/marks so seriously
Mom and dad were obviously shocked that I cried till my eyes is only left 1/4 big. LOL. Somehow this is funny hahahaha
I know you guys are trying to cheer me up
But for now, as a student, my only responsibility is on studying. And I am all the way here in UK for my degree. I don't think anyone (family, relatives, friends & even myself) would expect me to suck in my degree
I just want a 2.1, please

My girlfriends, my love

There are not enough words for me to express how much I love and appreciate you guys. Thanks for always being there for me, celebrating the good times and cheering me up during the bad times. Although you guys do always encourage me to do bad things, but that's what friends are for (I think) :) xoxo <3

The Dark Knight Rises

Ok, so we've watched our first movie in the cinema in UK for the first time last night
The movie was The Dark Knight Rises

So I think the Dark Knight is referring to Batman
But then...... Where the fuck is Batman?
165 minutes movie.

The whole 130 minutes was Batman being weak and beaten up and giving up, losing hope

WTF????

And suddenly he's the hero at the end of the 30minutes?
OK ! FINE !

Who's the real protagonist/ main character here?

Catwoman/Selina- Anna Hathaway?
Or is it
Bane- Tom Hardy?

Hello babies :)

Look what I got from Bicester Village xD

A Ted Baker clutch/sling bag @ £40

Prada bags @ £290 & £250

How cheap is that!!?
Can I have more please mummy :)

Why do I keep getting all these marks?
Did I really not work hard or well at all?

Got my second result yesterday, the mark is even lower than the first one =(

I wonder wtf I'm still doing here?

Since my Degree also won't look nice and will be getting shitty grades

Why do I still wanna be here wasting money?

I should just go home, get a shitty job since it's gonna happen anyway

Why not I just go back earlier? Get a job earlier and pay back my parents for all they gave me?

Please tell me I can give up all these and come home now

I will leave immediately..

Please ='(

After getting the horrible result from my previous assignment, my attitude towards homework now is totally different. I have no confidence in doing even the simplest assignment. After re-checking for the 10th time also I am not satisfied with anything at all..
This is not a good thing =(
No, I am not blaming anything or anyone

Hate different timezone :(

UK is really nice but it's hard that people you want to contact is in a different timezone
When I wake up, it's like almost their dinner time.
When I have my lunch, they're gonna have supper.
When I sleep, it's time for some to wake up :(

Pink ! Red !

Can I get a pink phone, pink camera and pink laptop ?
Can I get a red phone, red camera and red laptop?
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
So hard to find~~ =(

1-Month-Job : DONE !

Yay! Finally finish the one month roadshow at Changkat Bukit Bintang
Though it's just Friday and Saturday each week, but it's still SO tiring !
Maybe it's just that the working time is TOO late..
Anyhow, I just rejected a job, I feel so bad and saw having to watch the money flying to other people's bank account. I want more jobs so that when I'm back from UK, I can still enjoy life ! $$$$$$

Anyway ~~ I've met Jessie J and Bosco Wong while I was working XD
Don't be jealous. HAHA !

Transtar Travel. A Dissapoinment

Went Singapore on 5th-7th February 2012
Bought two-way bus ticket from Transtar Travel, Jalan Imbi. (Near Restaurant Overseas & Sakura)

Our bus was supposed to depart at 9.30am
We checked in at 8.30am and went for breakfast
Came back and waited for the bus, it was late for 20 minutes

Then we reached Larkin stop and they told us to get our baggage because we had to change to the other bus.
The reason was that the bus that we were on had expired license so they can't go to SG. WTF?

So FINE ! What else can we do.

AND someone in the bus was smoking and no one stopped them!
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On the day we're back, we took the bus from Golden Mile Complex, SG
After a while we've reached Larkin
Again, they asked us to changed to another bus ! WTH is all these??
Then everyone waited in the bus for half an hour..... one hour....
No one told us what we're doing there for so long
And we saw people selling bus ticket outside the bus
We were all expecting to be home in 6 hours but we were all stuck in the bus for an hour already !

Called the office to asked what's happening, they didn't know what's wrong !
Asked if they're supposed to be selling bus tickets so that we have to wait, the office said no, but they were doing so and they didn't stop them !

Then one and half hours passed...
The office then tell us to wait for another 30 minutes because another bus was supposed to be here and join buses
How did the office not know about this in the first place?
Why didn't bus driver or conductor explain to tell us what was happening when we first reached there and stopped for so long?

This shows that there's SERIOUS lack of communication between the management and staff, they didn't know about the buses join. AND also lack of communication between bus drier/conductor and passengers

It is really irresponsible of them to just let passengers wait for 2 hours +
And yet there aren't any apologies from the management / office to the passengers

Astro Workshop

Woke up at 6:15 early in the morning to prepare to go the the 1st day of Astro Workshop
Sad thing is.. it was raining so heavily, somehow the raining sound is so soothing and guessed it made everyone wanted to continue sleeping ~~
Force myself to stretch open my eyes and drive to college, thank God for no traffic jam seriously !

Then took the school bus from college to Astro
Passby my house... so sad !!! Not allowed to go there ourselves :(
Macam primary school kids, over-protected >.<

Reached there, had Breakfast, then tour around the building
It was so fun !
Met Serena C, Phoebe, JD and Dilly, Jack 林德荣, JJ and Ean
Ean has really great muscles O.O *i like XD*

Then we went to a building at UPM for the real workshop
Played few games, it was for them to see how we were, if we're a team leader and stuff..
Really fun and meaningful

The worse thing of the day is..
ASSIGNMENTS !!??? NO WAY !!
It's still my holiday ~!! OMG

Overall, the workshop is fun, seriously
except for the assignment :(

I think tomorrow we will have a more difficult task ~ Sad..

LJMU ? Teeside?

The initial plan for a TARCian to get a Degree, is to study at UK LJMU (Mass Comm) for 3-4months

Then few days ago, there was a talk from Teeside University UK saying that we could get a MASTERS in 1 year !

The 3months of LJMU costs RM30,000 + to get a Degree
1 year of Teeside Uni is RM60,000 + to get a Masters

The Teeside sounds so tempting

Just 1 year to get a Masters

Good for people like me who can't decide what to work yet after degree..

But what if i don't want to work in Mass Comm field after my studies?
Will I be wasting money to go for a year?
Or am I only using it to figure out what I wanna be in the future?

I am so confused...