End of student life :)

Today, at 11am, right after my exam, is the last day of my student life
It'll be my last exam, last assignment !
I AM SO HAPPY !

Last day of my study life

I have no idea whether it should be :) or :(

:) cuz no more exams ! no more trying to resist to fall asleep in lecture classes
:( cuz we'll have to face the real world after this, looking for real jobs. From what I heard, real jobs are the worst? I haven't worked before, I have no idea !

But one thing is for sure, though I always complain about going to classes since primary school
I am still going to miss everything ! and I do mean everything !
Lecturers, tutors, even homework, definitely friends !

What will I be after this uni life? after I got my degree?
My results ain't nice, so what company would want me please?
What jobs should I try?
Should I go to another field or stay doing Mass Comm jobs?

Decisionssss..... 

I don't feel so good !

These two days I have been feeling very .. "shaky" ?
I don't know what's wrong but I just feel that EVERYTHING is wrong !
I can't sleep well form my nap, Keep waking up every 15-20 minutes or so.
I can't sleep well last night, I have woke up SO SO many times in between my 6 hours of sleep !

Is something bad going to happen?
Please, I hope not ! >.<

Cinema Paradiso ?

Ok, so I have this one post about the very emotional movies (Cinema Paradiso) my lecturer had shown us
We had to do assignments on it so we have to watch it
And I sincerely thought that the movie was really nice to watch so I wrote a short post about it
It was about a year ago or so maybe?

Everytime I check my blog stats, I feel so...... weird??
The referring sites / URL is from some film sites or google, so it's fine
But when I look at the searched keywords which brought people here..
The keyword is usually "porn", "boy porn", "little boy porn" and  everything porn
What is wrong with the world now >.<

I guess no one would have ever thought that I'd take my studies and my results/marks so seriously
Mom and dad were obviously shocked that I cried till my eyes is only left 1/4 big. LOL. Somehow this is funny hahahaha
I know you guys are trying to cheer me up
But for now, as a student, my only responsibility is on studying. And I am all the way here in UK for my degree. I don't think anyone (family, relatives, friends & even myself) would expect me to suck in my degree
I just want a 2.1, please

My girlfriends, my love

There are not enough words for me to express how much I love and appreciate you guys. Thanks for always being there for me, celebrating the good times and cheering me up during the bad times. Although you guys do always encourage me to do bad things, but that's what friends are for (I think) :) xoxo <3